ian.. scott.. ian.. scott?
...written on 2004-9-19, at 8:58 AM
Dear Diary,
Ok well, JOn was kinda of lieing. Ian is still thinking about asking me out. He told Cameron he likes me and that he MIGHT ask me out. I hung out with him yesterday and he was still "thinking about it" because we go to different schools, which is gay because we live so close to each other. Ian called me at around 5 to hang out. In the background Cameron was like "Ian loves you" and he was like, "Yes, I love you." It was so cute. Then Cameron came on and was like "Ian's going to ask you out." So, we hung out and NOTHING happened. I guess he was scared to ask, even though he knows what my answer is. EVERYONE knows what my answer is. EVERYONE knows about him asking me, too. There were two other girls with us, and they both knew. But, anyways, this is where things get extremely complicated. I was talking to Scott and he waked me who i liked more, him or Ian. I said I dont know and finally confronted him about the whole "dramatic thing." He said he never said that and that he was actually thinking about asking me out tomorrow. At first, I wanted to say yes to Scott, if he asked, but I think it's just because of how much I miss what we had. I dont know.. but I'm going to go out with Ian.. if he ever gets the guts to ask me out. If Scott really likes me that much, he'll wait for me. He broke my heart, I need someone other than him to fix it up. I think I like Ian more right now. (ok, probably not.) But I wanna be with someone new right now.. I'm def. saying yes to Ian.
Love,
Rosemary